Get To Know Me

Hellooooo! I am going to state some facts, and stuff about me, including very general things, and very "un-general" things.

I understand I have different opinions, and that many will or will not agree with me. But truthfully I have a very open mind. I believe in the fact that since almost everything that a person speaks, writes, types, and/or thinks are opinions. Therefore, almost everything that anyone speaks, writes, types, and thinks are wronggg.

I am wrong, you are wrong, your mother is wrong, Trump is wrong, Bin Laden was wrong. Heck, everyone is wrong ok. So opinions are just based on beliefs and what you think.

Enough about that, let's get onto the facts.

Hi again, my name is ______ ______! I am a 14 year old Filipino and I reside in California. I'm currently tackling my first year of high school, and opposed to all the shojo manga, and the cliché movies I've watched, high school is pretty mellow.

I have two younger sisters, and a mother and father. I'm the oldest and it's kind of tough for me. But it turns out to be rewarding when at the end of the day, my sisters come to me for advice on life. Which sure is nice, but sometimes my advice don't turn out good. But oh well!

Well um that covers the family portion. Next should be my interests!







Which is accurately represented in this wonderful gif.



Just kidding, I'm more deep than that. But yes, I do hold a huge amount of love for animals. Sadly though, I do not own any animals for my own. (Unless you count my youngest sister, which I don't).

I also love math, reading, music, shojo manga, and eating.

Math is one of the universal things in the world that will never change. It's also like science, which is all about formulas, theories, and doubting yourself in the end even though the answer was correct. I have a love for math, somehow the frustrating equations cause a mixture of joy and peace within my very soul. Math although it has helped me with my anger, is my last resort.

I absolutely adore reading. I love reading comedies, but it hardly comes without a bit of romance as a side factor. I appreciate the written word, in exchange for the techbooks. I would much rather smell and hold the paper in my hands, than to be staring at the screen for 10 hours unmoving. Something about holding a book in my hands gives me a sense of euphoria, along with a total disregard to personal hygiene, (major bookworms understand what I mean).

MUSICCCC!!!! I engorge myself in new music everyday. I jump from artist to artist, band to band, musician to musician, on a daily basis. The unlimited world of music has lured me into their loving arms, and I have no desire to return to normality of having no music blaring into my ears 24/7. I love how the music can change, or compliment the mood I feel during that day, or hour, or even during that single moment. There is literally music to convey everyday emotions.

Now, is shojo manga !!! Oh my, this is like my love for music, but to the extent of being a crazy otaku who actually thinks these fictional characters are real. (No, I know that the Hitachiin twins from Ouran High School Host Club will only appear on page and on screen in animated form. The cosplays are really poor :() But anyways, yes, I love shojo. I love fairytales coming true. When I was introduced to the manga, Kitchen Princess, I read it two times over, and cried for 4 days. I love when everything goes right, and I love the obstacles that the protagonists had to go through in order to achieve trueeee love. I'm a sucker for love stories ;-;.

Sum up shojo manga.

Oh, it is now time for the food section of this blog entry. First of all, I cook my own food. And no, junk food, chips, fries, burgers, milkshakes, pizza, are not real food to me, unless I cook it myself. Or if I'm really lazy, it comes to a burning point where I have to indulge in the nearest burger within my area. I can cook traditional Filipino foods really easily. Lumpia, which is a staple in my family. Pancit and spaghetti prepared for special celebrations.

Dinuguan, (dee-noo-goo-ahn) which, as gross as the ingredients are, is really amazing with lots of texture. (Ingredients, curated pig blood, and random pig meat :))) ). This is also referred to commonly as "Chocolate Meat". Gross.

Next, I'll take a little bit more of your time, and talk about my personality, and talents, and special "things".

I'm very kind, well at least I have a theory for why everyone should be gentle with everyone. The main reason I tend to be on my best with everyone, is because I want them to be happy. I never know what that person is going through, but I know that whenever I see someone smile at me, I instantly feel like smiling back. I want to be able to make people who are unhappy or upset, smile, even if it's just going to last five seconds. I get happy when I see people happy, basically.

Although I'm nice, sometimes I fear I'm too nice to the ones I really care about. Like in SpongeBob, I see myself as extremely loyal, and willing to do anything for these people. I lust for their happiness. I guess you could say that I feed off of their happiness. Sad face.

I'm also smart enough to be honorably mentioned with 19 other students in a district wide party celebrating academic achievements to the highest extent. It was fun, we got to go to Six Flags. I made "friendly" with a couple of them so as to not be lonely. It was elementary school for 8th grade, so there's a ton of competition for high school anyways. Plus the hours are longer, studying becomes harder, friends become distant and everything changes. And change is not something you can learn from a book. So while I may be able to state every single country in alphabetical order, I may not know what to do when someone decides to kill themselves.


Yep, I've been a victim to depression. And I've seen what mental disabilities, anxiety disorders and personal afflictions can do to people. It's a sad thing, when someone thinks that they would be better off dead. On multiple occasions I have played different scenarios on how to kill myself. And every time I do, I just force the image out of my head, because I know that emotions change. The next day is a brand new day, with brand new emotions. It's better to realize what you feel at that moment than to be confused. Confront your emotions, and let them flow out through you. It's better to cry out every night, than to bottle it up for months, and then let it all blow up. I know from experience that when you find out how to mediate your feelings, you will become so happy and proud of yourself, it's like being reborn as an infant. Everything becomes clear, and you'll be able to show people your wonderful smile. And the next time you cry, those tears will be burning with happiness.


On that inspiring note, I hope no one out there feels what I have felt before. I know many people hide themselves away for fear of being caught and criticized. Love you all!

See you soon !! :)