Thursday, March 17, 2016

What I Believe In (LGBT version)





Now before you immediately throw me at the wall, remember what I said in the blog before !!! OPINIONS ARE ALL FALSE! (to an extent at least.) Therefore I apologize in advance to any who decide to troll me and start an argument. I firmly believe in, what I believe in. Therefore you have no say in my beliefs. The only thing you may do, is to gently try to persuade me. Which will turn into a fruitless effort, so don't bother. (I'm extremely stubborn.)

   
My heart hurts ;-;
Well first thing off, I'm a Christian. I believe in God, miracles, and the Bible. Everyone has their own beliefs, and that is mine.

Reading that, you may think that I am an all out Christian who shuns all gays and lesbians and people who feel they are of different gender from their biological sex.

But not really, I am open minded, and no matter how much it might be a sin. I'm pansexual. You might as well label me bisexual. But I really just want to be in love with a person for who there are and not what they are. I want someone who is happy with whoever they are happy with. Because in the end, isn't love supposed to be all accepting.

My parents are real superficial Christians. They have it out for everyone who isn't "moral" and I find it to be extremely irritating. I can respect the fact, that they do not care about people who aren't "sexually correct". But they make a fuss out of everyone who is different.

For example, I have a friend named Maximilion. Who used to identify by birthname Flora, and identified at birth, as a female. But since 2015, the end of the year, Max had gotten his first testosterone shot, starting his wonderful transition to male.

My feelings when I had heard the news
I was extravagant when I had been told by a very eccentric Max. I was super happy for him, because he has been pushing through for the past 3 years. He had stated to me that he was "scared, because what will people think?"

And the only thing I thought of, was "All I know is that, people will see you smile bigger and brighter than you had before."

Officially, Max had been my friend since the 4th grade, making him my longest existing friend. And I couldn't be more proud of him.

But of course....


All good things came to an end. I had came home after that school day, and excitedly explained everything to my parents. They acted like I was saying the most delusional thing ever. They had immediately rejected Max from their lives. I've actually been forbidden to have him anywhere near my household, which was really irritating considering our long friendship. Because of this, our friendship failed to an extent over the next year. I'm sad, but I'm really happy for him !!!

Well that's it for now. I'm tired and in class after midterms. So bye.

Happy funny story, ends up being sad depressing story ending.

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